last night i got 6 hours of sleep. i’ve currently been awake for almost 19 hours. things are not looking good around here.

if anyone has any advice on how to relax and fall asleep while living alone i would love to hear it. i’m going to be a wreck by the time mr apis gets home (5 days from now) if something doesn’t change. but i don’t know what to do. 

Hey, you didn’t pass out this time! good lad.

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It’s still early, I’m not tired yet, I don’t pass out every time

yeah you do

No I don’t

yes you do you’re all dozy right now

I’m not John

so if i stroke your hair you won’t fall asleep?

No of course not

or rub your belly?

Mm no definitely not

kiss behind your ear like that?

Feels so good John love you

Mm it’s good John

sleep well sweetheart.

Mr. Apis being gone is exposing a serious flaw in how I deal with meltdowns. Normally when my brain starts doing this I ask him to squish me and he hugs me really tight and the pressure just clears my head. And I can’t do that when he’s gone.

atikiology:

if you don’t support vaping geese i honestly don’t know what you’re doing

@atikiology I’m imagining some geese vaping right next to no smoking sign somewhere, maybe on a restaurant patio and the waiter comes over and says “Excuse me, you can’t do that here” and points at the sign and the geese get really hostile and start hissing (while somehow also still holding the vapes in their weird beaks) and doing that flappy threat thing they do with their wings and the waiter just kind of goes “whoa” and backs away slowly

everyone else on the patio just pretends they didn’t see any of the above happening. The geese go back to their vaping.

i can just not sleep between now and monday right that’s fine? 

and then doing this all over again next month when i have to go to a conference and he can’t go bc of dumb reasons (”school”) 

i’m so tired 😭

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