Today has been a fighting with compilers (specifically, cray’s g-d wrap fortran wrappers like can you fucking not) and crying in the bathroom at work kind of day. i ate yogurt for dinner. I’m too tired and sad to be hungry. I’ve gotten six hours of sleep every night since Mr. Apis left and I normally get 9-10 hours of sleep when he’s here. Everything is terrible and I don’t know how to live alone. I’m clearly not an adult.